Look, I could explain this in the intro. It wouldn’t exactly be understandable, but I could instead I leave you with these:2 book recommendations and some affirmations
#GirlBoss- Sophia Amoruso
You Are A Badass- Jen Sincero
-MY LIFE IS FULL OF PURPOSE
-I LIVE MY LIFE ON MY OWN TERMS
-HOLDING ON TO MY BAD FEELINGS ABOUT THIS IS DOING NOTHING BUT HARMING ME, AND EVERYONE ELSE, AND PREVENTING ME FROM ENJOYING MY LIFE FULLY. I AM AN AWESOME PERSON.I CHOOSE TO ENJOY LIFE. I CHOOSE TO LET THIS GO.